Thursday, December 30, 2010
, 2:33 AM
history seems to repeat itself.
friends who come so fast tends to disappear fast too.
two years ago, there was an exact same incident.
&there is from where I learn my lesson.
friends do come and go isn't it?
why take it so hard?
no matter how hard you try to hold them close to you,
you should see that one day they do drift and fall apart.
close friends are hard to come by.
and i agree that they require you to appreciate and hold them dear.
but you should see the side of truth too.
it is a cruel fact that they need to undergo the challenge of time before it strengthen.
dear family,
this is the first time in my life i'm staying away from all of you for so long.
adding on by the stress from school work,
there was time I really missed home till I dreaded to attend lesson.
though I came back and needed to pack up the house.
though I came back and needed to wash the dishes.
though I came back and needed to do the laundry.
I was very happy to do so. really.
but what saddened me most was the cold remarks I got.
maybe you two meant it as a joke. I think you do
but truly,
maybe you two can't understand,
how pain it feels.
but there's also heartening events, where I learnt to appreciate more.
no more taking it for granted when dage offers to fetch me home at 2am
smiling even brightly when daddy prepared 2 whole boxes of chicken essence for my examinations.
when mummy gives me random phone calls and messages that made my day.
I love you.
dear pris,
do take a big step back and review on your current stand.
family is something you really started to appreciate this year.
staying outside without family is a tough process isn't it.
luckily there's pris who showered you with love and concern.
I don't know how long we could remain close as friends,
maybe after the upcoming semester,
we could turn into close strangers like the few other random people.
but that just means that I have to appreciate her for the coming half a year I guess.
=]
dear rainbow,
this group of people came into my university life largely because of pris.
really loved them.
there is where you find the care and concern when everyone depended much on one another.
I guess sometimes when you're feeling down,
what you really need is knowing that someone is there.
they're really a group of people,
you know always in school,
always ready to let you turn into them.
but recently,
there're some of them undergoing certain problems with family issues, with financial issues,
with studies and work.
really hope they'd all stay strong and breeze through all these hurdles.
till then, they'd then be ready to come back all together
and we can all go back to the endless fun we had.
take care.
dear buddy,
it has been long since we talked.
I still remembered how much we used to chat through our study session.
how much we share with one another.
till recently when we started to message, brings me back to that exact feelings I had.
but I am sure that time really brings feelings away.
university hectic social life made me almost forget you.
and I'm sure you had closer people to confide to now that you wouldn't need me.
but you really left an impact in me that I wouldn't forget.
hope the random greetings do bring you some warmth=]
dear dino club,
this is like the 6th year we know each other.
looking forward to the tenth anniversary yar:)
but what wengchan said really rang up my conscious.
maybe this is the bunch I most taken for granted for.
often I do leave you guys out of my schedule plan.
never once before I initiated an outing with you all.
it was always a gathering just to celebrate birthdays like a ritual.
but I believe,
this is just a cooling off period because of our long long friendship
just like long time couples.
a little reminder would be just the thing to bring us back to how we warmed up
in the hope that we would be better, longer, older friends.
Dear HPY,
I guess you guys must be as amazed as me how our relationship develops!
from seniors juniors,
to great friends that share no secrets,
turned sour as foe with all the cunning politics
till now when we all looked further than where we are
and here we are gathering again tomorrow.
